我該怎麼做 ？

常常讀到或看到浪浪不辛的報導，我很難過。我做不了什麼，真的，我什麼也做不到。我該如何是好。

不歸路

我想有養寵物或喂養流浪貓狗的話，他們一定會明白那種失去寵物或浪浪們突然失蹤的心情，那種擔心和牽掛不是三言兩語能夠形容，能夠說得明白。

知道家燕的貓貓失蹤了，她非常難過，我也替她傷心。可是貓貓突然出現，那種無比的高興，猶如放下心頭大石，這種感覺，也只有我們經過的，才會明白。

從我住在nilam puri condo 開始，我喂養了很多流浪狗狗和貓貓，有的沒再回來，有的被好心人領養，有的發生了意外而走了，有的受傷了，有的我還再喂養。      

對寵物和浪浪們，我只有付出，從來就沒有想要得到任何的回報，只要它們平平安安就夠了。選擇了喂養和援救浪浪的這一條路，有高興也有傷心，心情的起伏很大，但是還是必須時時刻刻的提醒自己，要堅強和學習接受事實，因為很多事情不是我們能夠控制的。                            

對於喂養和援救浪浪的這一條路，我已經沒有想過要回頭了。                                                

C.H.Spurgeon's Evening by Evening

C.H.Spurgeon 的 Evening by Evening 的这一篇，写得实在太好了！

"Are they Israelites? so am I." — 2 Corinthians xi. 22.

We have here A personal claim, and one that needs |Bj 'proof. The apostle knew that his claim was indisputable, but there are many persons who have no right to the title who yet claim to belong to the Israel of God. If we are with confidence declaring, " So am I also an Isra elite," let us only say it after having searched our heart as in the presence of God. But if we can give proof that we are following Jesus, if we can from the heart say, " I trust Him wholly, trust Him only, trust Him simply, trust Him now, and trust Him ever," then the position which the saints of God hold belongs to us — all their enjoyments are our possessions ; we may be the very least in Israel, " less than the least of all saints," yet since the mercies of God belong to the saints as saints, and not as advanced saints, or well- taught saints, we may put in our plea, and say, " Are they Israelites ? so am I ; therefore the promises are mine, grace is mine, glory will be mine." The claim, rightfully made, is one which will yield untold comfort. When God's people are rejoicing that they are His, what a happiness if I can say, " So am I " ! When they speak of being pardoned, and justified, and accepted in the Beloved, how joyful to respond, " Through the grace of God so am I" ! But this claim not only has its enjoyments and privileges, but also its conditions and duties. We must share with God's people in cloud as well as in sunshine. When we hear them spoken of with contempt and ridicule for being Christians, we must come boldly forward and say, " So am I." When we see them working for Christ, giving their time, their talent, their whole heart to Jesus, we must be able to say, " So do I." Oh, let us prove our gratitude by our devotion, and live as those who, having claimed a privilege, are willing to take the responsibility connected with it.

By C.H.Spurgeon on 6 of June

God's will ?

A JPA scholar, Soh Zhi Min who studied medicine in UK was killed in an accident. Just could not imagine how devastated and sad would the family of this young and bright girl be. She was a 4th year medical student in University of Edinburg.  

Instead of Zhi Min, why not the suicide boomers killed? instead of many other innocent life, why not the wicked ?

God's will and plan are too deep for me to understand. I just do not understand. May God you help me, a poor and needy sinner who is so slow to learn.....

Pilgrim's Progress by John Bunyan

如果告诉人家当了那么多年的基督徒，竟然没读完 John Bunyan 非常著名的 Pilgrim's Progress，实在是羞耻，羞耻 ！我为自己定下了读书的目标，除了念心理学和做功课外，我必须一个月内读完基督书本。天天接近和认识上帝，是多么重要的事，而且也是一辈子的事。心里很想做对的事，可是身体却做不到。或许我没有真正的祷告，所以很多事都做不成。实在可悲 ！

求上帝的怜悯，原谅和帮助我这个软弱的罪人。

" He shall gather the lambs with His arm, and carry them in His bosom." — Isaiah xl. 11.

WH0 is He of whom such gracious words are spoken ? Ja He is the Good Shepherd. Why doth He carry *'* the lambs in His bosom ? Because He hath a tender heart, and any weakness at once melts His heart. The sighs, the ignorance, the feebleness of the little ones of His flock draw forth His compassion. It is His office, as a faithful High Priest, to consider the weak. Besides, He purchased them with blood, they are His property : He must and will care for that which cost Him so dear. Then He is responsible for each lamb, bound by covenant engagements not to lose one. Moreover, they are all a part of His glory and reward. But how may we understand the expression, " He will carry them " ? Sometimes He carries them by not permitting them to endure much trial. Providence deals tenderly with them. Often they are "carried" by being filled with an unusual degree of love, so that they bear up and stand fast. Though their knowledge may not be deep, they have great sweetness in what they do know. Frequently He " carries" them by giving them a very simple faith, which takes the promise just as it stands, and believingly runs with every trouble straight to Jesus. The simplicity of their faith gives them an unusual degree of confidence, which carries them above the world. "He carries the lambs in His bosom." Here is boundless affection, Would He put them in His bosom if He did not love them much ? Here is tender nearness : so near are they; that they could not possibly be nearer. Here is hallowed familiarity : there are precious love-passages between Christ and His weak ones. Here is perfect safety : in His bosom who can hurt them ? They must hurt the Shepherd first. Here is perfect rest and sweetest comfort. Surely we are not sufficiently sensible of the infinite tenderness of Jesus 1

By C.H.Spurgeon

不开心。。。。母亲节

我的确还是为了昨天的事感到不开心。我只是觉得很莫名其妙，但是想想这是她的问题，一个不懂得控制自己情绪的人，从来都不是我应该尊敬的人。我只要做好自己的本份就对了。对于那些我不能控制的事，勇敢面对就是了。

今天是母亲节，想起了妈妈。有妈的孩子像个宝。  

祝天下默默付出，任劳任怨的妈妈，母亲节快乐 ！

假期

今天是卫塞节，放假一天。腰痛还没完全消失，还是隐隐作痛。我计划要做的事，都完成了。或许是药的关系，弄到我的口感觉很怪，这两天的晚饭都吃不到好味道。

今天睡午觉还是会梦见妈妈。常常在想，放工后能回家吃妈妈煮的菜，多好。外头的食物种类很多，可是却没有家的味道。

感谢上帝给了我平安的一天。